Life for me lately has been more unsettling than usual and for some reason I haven't been able to get out of the slump that I'm in.
I haven't been able to pinpoint the reason, but maybe it's just a combination of things that are taking a toll on my mood.
I've had kind of a frustrating first month of preschool with parents not committing and not being able to fill my classes. With more and more competition popping up I worry that I won't be able to stay in business in the coming years:(
Maybe it's the fact that we now have a PUPPY. As much as I love Lucy, the reality is SHE IS A LOT OF WORK!!!!
I thrive on family time and look forward to planning and trying to create memories with cousins and my siblings. The past month there has been some contention and things said that for some reason I've struggled to let go.
Lastly, I've been weighed down a lot with decisions and what the future will look like for our family. We have hopes of being able to sell our house and move into my mother-in-laws house when the time is right for her to down size. For someone that LOVES to have a set plan and know when and how things are going to work out this has been a real struggle for me.
This past weekend as I watched the General Women's Conference I listened intently for answers or for a change of heart for the things that are weighing me down. It took until the very end of the meeting when the closing song was sung.
(One of my favorite hymns)
The words in this hymn were exactly what
I needed to be reminded of!!!
I Know That My Redeemer Lives
verse 2
He lives to grant me rich supply.
He lives to guide me with his eye.
He lives to comfort me when faint.
He lives to hear my soul's complaint.
He lives to silence all my fears.
He lives to wipe away my tears.
He lives to calm my troubled heart.
He lives all blessings to impart.
As I enjoyed being out in nature last weekend and taking pictures of the beautiful fall leaves there is no doubt in my mind that the words from this song are true. Everything that we have is because of Him. I hope that I'm able to remember that even when I feel frustrated with how things are going in my life
Here's to hoping a new month will bring a new attitude.
After all it's one of my FAVORITE months of the year!!!!